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Your Ultimate One Night Stand... by crispnite
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sorry, im not actually updating, just thought this was funny.

http://www.theonion.com/opinion/index.php?issue=4032

So,
Once again I find myself in a position of rise or fall. It is that point in the semester where I need to really buckle down, or I won't be able to pass. Only now is it that point in my college career where I need to buckle down or I won't be able to graduate. So, I'm buckling down. And, tonight as I prepare to do an all nighter, a friend comes by to visit, she asked how my homework was coming. It was then when I told her that I was thinking of counterfeiting our timestamped reports, so that I could hand it in with an earlier date. We laughed about how I put a lot of effort in to figuring out how not to put a lot of effort in. It was at this point where she said, "The government should definitely know about you." She said this in a serious tone. Since when is counterfeiting not cool? It's the suavest of the crimes, at least in my opinion. Anyways, back to the computer programming.
~Sean

So, tonight I dressed up as a former self to please a former friend. My how time goes by. Days gone by and friends gone by. College has really taken its toll upon me. I really feel that its time to move on. Which is good, but I do have another year left. I'm radically different from when I started college, but I think the core me is more prevalent now. I am finally more myself than ever. And, I still love myself. So, whats that saying, "before you can learn to love someone, you must learn to love yourself"? Well, if thats anywhere near correct, I can be expecting a love sometime soon, I'm ready now....is the rest of the world ready for a Sean in love? is it? I tend to think not, people tend to get an idea of you whether or not it is correct. and, the idea i've given them for the past 2-3 years is that of a single independent boy. I don't need girls in my life, I don't require one as a crutch. So, I hope when one lovely lady does come my way, the rest of you people take it the way I take it, one day at a time.

Sorry if this is rambling, but you know....

Peace,
Sean

Ok ok, so we've all learned that I suck at updating this thing.

But, if any of you are still interested. I got my money back from BankOne In like...June. I don't know if they ever arrested that guy, but I don't really care either.

I'm in summer school right now. Taking an advanced Computer Science class. "External Data Structures" it even sounds boring. But, its cool I guess, The teacher is about the best I've ever had at University. I'm also taking a Marketing class. This class disgusts me. I am offended sometimes during class. I hate capitalism so FUCKING much. To learn all its tricky little ways is disgusting. But, I've learned the motive behind everything. The answers to all questions is.."Which way will make us more money?" Thats the bottom line. I keep saying that and they are giving me an A. I feel like a whore.

I just got back from Milwaukee. I went up with my friend Kerri, and we stayed with our friend Andrea, and Brigette. We partied like rock stars everynight. Milwaukee is a pretty cool town. Lots to do and to see. Its theater district is quite nice. Also, its sub-culture area seemed to be respectable in most regards. Good times had by all.

well its been awhile since my last update, but i will try and fill you in. feb 15th marks the beginning of the dating season as far as i'm concerned. for those of you who don't know about it, the dating season lasts from feb 15th to nov. 1st. it prevents you from having to decide what to get or do for your "love" when you are new to each other and the holidays are upon you. but i digress, and i have snapped out of my "i hate girls" phase. I am now a little girl crazy, as lance would say.

also, march 14th marked another pi-day. i get a lot of crap for celebrating it. to all those crap-givers, fuck off. go celebrate a holiday you don't even believe in like christmas or easter you hypocritical fuck.

i still haven't gotten my money back from bank one, bunch of retarded bastards working over there. if i go negative, and i owe them money, they want it that second. when they owe me money they take their sweet ass time.

now this entry seems a little angry, but thats not true. I have actually nicer and happier with people, and myself than ever before.

that is all.

I found out some information on the guy today.

Raisa Yartseva
1241 Boynton St, Apt #2
Glendale, CA 91205-3465
(818)-265-5939

or, at least this is who the check was mailed to.

Today I was violated. Someone out there in Internet land, gained access to my bank account. He then proceeded to "pay a bill" to himself, in the amount of $500.00. I don't know how he was able to gain access to my account, but I am thinking that it might have been a trojan horse that was on my system, allowing him access to my passwords, and what not.

Word to the wise, check your system regularly for virii, trojans, and spyware. They are all dangerous and have consequences beyond, your computer going slow.

I realized just now, that I am much happier now, than when I was in high school. Although, the other thing I realized is that I used to care, passionately about things. I wonder witch is better? Happiness, or Caring? Both together they are very elusive. Is the middle of the road even an option with these two extremes? Or is it just my approach to them, that makes them seem like opposites. I guess only time will tell.

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Today has been very wierd. I woke up and smoked, then I went and got lunch and had a few lunch beers. I made a pillow for Carissa for her birthday, and then I analyzed algorithms for like four hours. Then I made another pillow. All the while smoking. I had just started listening to the Doors and its wierd. It's weird because I hit play and after the song finishes it goes to some other random song on my computer. So, I will be listening to Riders on the Storm, and then N.I.N., Gloria, and then Eminem. It's a very strange mix I will tell you that.

Job interview tomorrow. I haven't ever had one of these. It's doubtful that I will do well. My "who really gives a shit" attitude isn't funny to those that do. I am conflicted as how to handle it. Should I lie, and pretend I really want to work? Tell them I work hard, and am good with people? Should I tell the truth. I like telling the truth, no contradictions.

But, after the interview I am going to U of I. To see Lance, and Andrew. Blood Dumpster and Dipshit are playing at Andrew's house. So, if you are in the area, and you aren't stopping by, I ask you, "Why?". And, if you are stopping by, I suppose I will see you there.

I've been reeeal tired lately. I go to bed around 10 or 11. I think it is a lack of things to do. Jason moved out awhile ago, and Pat still hasn't moved in. What’s more is he doesn't return my phone calls. All this without reason. I don't get it. I guess I will someday, but for now, color me confused, and a little hurt.

Man, I never update this thing. I am a great disappointment to the whole idea of blogging. In recent months for those of you who have not seen me, I have changed my outward appearance some. Rather than describe it, I have posted the following pictures:

Not that any of you care, but this is a picture of my desktop. I have been trying to make it look like a Mac.







Tell me what you think.

Today was ridiculous.

I woke up and started programming at 1:00pm, and didn't stop until 12:00am. Yes that is just about 11 straight hours of programming. and it looks something like this:

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L 3,0(,3) R3 = TABLE
LR 5,3 COPY TABLE FOR MANIP
A 3,=F'640' ADD FOR END OF TABLE
ST 3,EOT GET END OF TABLE
L 4,0(,4) R4 = ID
ST 4,CUSID STORE ID TO CUSID
ZAP KEY(5),CUSID(4) GET INTO DIFFERENT FIELD
DP KEY,=PL2'20' GET HASH KEY
MVC KEY(3),=X'000000' GET RID OF QUOTIENT
MP KEY,=PL2'32' MULTIPLY BY ENTL
ZAP HKEY(8),KEY(5) GET INTO BIGGER FIELD
CVB 7,HKEY CONVERT TO BINARY

Isn't that ridiculous? Also, today a good friend of mine was arrested on drug charges. Fucking undercover cops. Word to the wise, know your buyers!

Lance came out this weekend. We ate some vegetables, and then we painted pictures and made little clay sculptures. It was awesome. One of the best days in awhile. Then last night I went to a party, but I was entirely too wasted. I barely talked to anyone, except for a few fine ladies. I came home and ate some eggos, but I was too fucked up to remember eating them. Which sucks because I love eggos.

It was Alana's 21st birthday on friday. I went to the city and met up with her and her friends. We went to the tonic room, and the goodbar. Both, of which i would recommend to anyone. I drank and had a goodtime, but not all that much. Which is good, shows restraint on my part. I came home and was super tired so i decided to go to bed...after a quick smallville episode, which turned into 8. Sleep is a very hard place to get to these days. Especially when watching smallville, that is a fucking good show.

the thing i don't understand about you, is how you can't see that we don't have much time left, if you wait any longer, i just won't have any feelings left.

I went to my cousin's wedding this past saturday in Louisville, KY. It was pretty cool, but once again weird, I don't even know the people my cousins are marrying. I saw my other cousin Marissa for the first time in like 8 years. She turned out to be cool. We all got drunk together, and I drank a whole 5th of barcardi. Driving home was absolutley no fun. Vomit city the whole way. It's weekend's like that that make me want to swear off drinking.

But, weekends like the next make me want to take it up again. It's homecoming here at niu next weekend, and our team rocks this year. So, if you are in the area, get over to my place for 3 straight days of boozing.

Today was a good day, I got up early and had lunch with susie. For all of you who missed her, never fear she will be back next weekend. Then we hung out at 504 for a bit, I got fucked up at like 2:30 it was cool. It like not even 5 yet, and it is a good day.